I wonder as I wander

I wonder what it is I am supposed to be learning right now in this season of life.

I wonder if I'm literally taking days off of my life due to my stress level.

I wonder if my house will ever be clean or if the clean will ever actually be maintained.

I wonder if there will come a day when I feel competent in leading a team.

I wonder if sleep will ever be normal again, if the insomina and oversleep will slowly fade away.

I wonder why my nose piercing still has issues even though it has been 7 months.

I wonder how I'm leading others.

I wonder when I got calloused to the reality of what I do.

I wonder how what I do can still break my heart.

I wonder what life would be like now if my roommates weren't in my life.